Au lit, Macaroni !
or, Holy Macaroni ! Rien de spécial, juste quelqPublished on: 05.02.2012
Well, I'm back....Sort of.I felt an obligation to this blog to write this special day because..Well..If any of you remember, it's been a year since i first asked out ______.And, i can honestly say. It's over now.There isn't any hope for any of us. We've both changed a lot.I'm not sure how i've changed. But she sure has.It's visible to anyone who has seen her at school.And i now recognize. It really is better off this way.If i had continued i would've been led the same path as her most likely.And i'm glad what happened happened.I just wish i could be friends with her again so i can show her that she's going down a wrong path.A friend doesn't let a friend make wrong decisions even if it causes them to hate them right?I'm now noticing that the relationship had become dysfunctional as soon as i felt that i couldn't live without this girl.That is very well not true.Life goes on and on and people aren't always necessary.From now on, i'll continue to live my own life.My own story. In which, i will choose who will and will not be part of.From now on, the purpose of this blog, 167measurements.Is now just to help me view my own mistakes such as the one i had been living in the shadow of for so long.So..From this day forward..IDGAF about you SHAYNA GARCIA.
Ack.Sorry! Oh so very much.So much has happened!And i've been much too lazy to really get on the computer that much.Some complications here and there.Basically, i'm grounded.Anyways.Let's get this thing started up and running again shall we?So, it's finally the new year!Yayy!My family had our annual new year's party.I've noticed, each year, less and less relatives come...It's sad really.I miss the noise it would be.This year, i never really felt that much holiday joy.It's okay though.All i have to do is hope for the best this year.Attheparty:I got to the party later than everyone else.Mainly because i was kept in my house as punishment.There was some pretty good food.Too bad there wasn't any chicken. I love chicken.There wasn't any chicken because it means that our lives will not change in the new year.Instead, we had fish. Which meant forward motion in the new year.We played some guitar hero 3.Man, i wanted to play my older brother's rockband but he didn't want to bring his xbox360 over.I watched some south park and messed with my cousin's "boyfriend".I had a resolve for the end of the year.To beat _______ at posting a happy new years bulletin.Too bad i failed.I had like 5 drinks of red wine mixed with coke.It was tasty. I didn't even feel a least bit slow.But i felt happier.Then we stayed up till 4 doing karaoke.My cousin got hit in the eye with a popper.How sad.Anyways...HAPPY NEW YEARS EVERYONE!IT'S FINALLY HERE!2k9!!!
Well, i woke up at 11 am.Wow.I didn't think i would be sleeping that long even though i fell asleep on 3.Anyways, i went down to my grandma's place where everyone gathered and started opening gifts.I noticed i didn't get that many gifts this year.It doesn't really matter.I don't really need them.But i am thankful for what i got.Basically, i got some gift cards and money.I still kind of wish i got toys.Maybe i'll get some more when its new year.I usually do.MERRY CHRISTMAS
ALRIGHT!It's Christmas Eve!Ahh. I love the holidays.Let me explain what had happened.How i got grounded.And how i got out of it.Okay, i won't exactly tell you what happened, that's my business.All you need to know is that i got in big trouble.My punishment was no computer for the rest of vacation and i had to sit on my computer chair without getting up or doing anything for who knows how long.I ended up sitting there for more than 12 hours.I feel like i accomplished something, but that's not true.All i did was sit.Heh.How i got out of it?Well, i just kind of decided to end it on my own.That's that.Well, all i did today was stay at my cousin's place and use the computer until around 7 which was when the annual Christmas party starts.All we did was eat, watch some t.v. and play cards.Then we went back to our apartment for the meanwhile (it's next door to the party)and did whatever.Not much that i remember.It was a good day though.It was cold.Rainy.Somehow, i ended up just talking about random stuff with my cousins.Went to sleep around 3 am watching eagle eye.
Notice:Due to winter break i won't be able to update as frequently.I'll do my best.Plus, i'm grounded.I'll figure out a way of getting out of that.Anyways.Important dates:12/27 disneyland1/1 little tokyo1/? huntington library
Last day of school.Winter Break.Quite a bittersweet day.It was great and all seeing people giving and receiving presents.Except one person.______.I somewhat knew she wouldn't accept my gift but it was just really uncalled for when she offered it to her friend Dandelion, which is how i knew. She told me.This is the one and only time i ever got truly mad about her.If she still thinks that i'm still hung up about our break up then she's just being completely self-centered.The reason i gave her that present is to show that i still care but i just want to be friends.I also realize that she likes someone else now.I don't know who.I'll find out someway.Another interesting thing happened today. GolfBuddy1 came up to me and asked me if i wanted him to stay away from ______.I asked: Why?He told me that it was because he liked her and didn't want to get that between our friendship.But, because he said that really made a good impression on me.I pretty much have no chance whatsoever with ______ anymore. At least i should let someone else feel how i had.So i told him to go for it.He still was hesitant and didn't want to get in between what me and ______ had before.But it's gone.At least until i become her friend again.That's all i want from her right now.I have a feeling GolfBuddy1 is going to be a really good friend of mine.Just letting you know. He's one of the other people who joined the golf team this year.Let me tell you about the time..It was that great day of 8th grade.Grad Night. The night we would all leave to go to Six Flags as a class of 2012.(continued later.)
Wow. This is bad.I've been so busy this week.Recap:Period1:Used the computer while we had a party.Salt and Vinegar chips were great.Nutrition:I dont remember.Period3:We finished watching Pom Poko 33.It's funny because it was about these Tanuki (Magical Racoons) that can shape-shift.One thing they loved shape-shifting was their scrotoms for some reason.Wierd.Lunch:I really don't rememberPeriod5:Went over the math review for the test tomorrow.Period7:Night discussion. Poem writing. Bleh.Afterschool:Now this was the fun part about my day.Okay, so me and Aldo go to our old elementary school for this Christmas event they have every year.We went, greeted our old teachers.It was fun.After all formailties, we started to have some fun on the playground.First off, we tried those thingys where you talk and then you can hear it in another thing like it on the other side.Then, we were sliding down poles like.. yeah..We also played Chicken on these stumps on the floor.Haha.We just had fun playing in general.Then we started taking videos and pictures of the school.We messed with some of the kids.Mean huh? Oh well.After the event was over, i went home.I noticed that my wrist was hurting.I covered it with bandages.And went to sleep.I barely got any.
Okay.Sorry about that last post.I'm still really busy.I'm in the middle of doing and english essay that is due tomorrow.I haven't even started.Plus, it's cold. 40s. And it's raining a lot.I am now sick. Ugh.In the morning, Dandelion took Tima's Taylor Launter magnet.She saw it when i opened her locker and took it back.Dandelion got mad at me.Period2:The table was moved!Crap! The shadows are all off.Only 1 more class left to do the project.Nutrition:Bleh. Ate a cookie and drank some Yoo-hoo.Period3:We watched this japanese movie with racoons that shape shift.I always forget what it's called.It was fun.Period4:Teenline talk.______ wrote on some of the desks with a sharpie.She drew some happy faces and a penis.She yelled at me for complaining about the sharpie smell.Geez. I stayed quiet for the rest of class.Lunch:I made some instant yakisoba.Yummy.Dandelion took some.Period6:Indoor P.E.______ looked like she was having a lot of fun.She was talking to the MayoragaBros.I'm so jealous. How are they able to talk to her and hold her?I don't get to do that anymore.I miss her.Ugh. I'm so frustrated with my life.Period7:Socratic Seminar on Night.Ms.Levine seems to be getting stricter.Afterschool:Cold. Rainy. I didn't like it.Checked in for the final chinese class.I have a B or A in that class. Yay.I'm going back next semester.We then talked with Dust and Timmy in the Attendance office for a while and headed to McDonalds.We ate and talked to this kid.Went back.Went home.Wet and Cold.Ugh.Long day.I hated it.
AH. SORRY.I was out the whole day again.I've been really busy.I'll make this quick and simple.I can't really detail it much.Period1:Biology test. I think i did good.Nutrition:Bleh.Period3:Usual. Fun.Didn't do much.Period5:Math. Sleepy. Test Review. Ugh.Lunch:I was very hungry.No food.Went to a golf team meeting.Yay. I'm in. And i'm getting new clubs.Period7:Late to class due to the golf meeting.Damn. We had a quiz on Night by Elie Wiesel.I got a 10/60.Afterschool:Helped Aldo, SAD, and QuietGiant study for their Biology test.Not really.We just went to Mcdonalds and had some McFlurries.Yummy.Athome:Went home.Played Touhou.Went to Glendale.Came back at 11.Tired as hell.
First thought:Damn! It's cold. Yay.Haha. Yes, i love winter just to let you know.It's way better than hot sweaty summer and rainy but warm spring.Fall is okay but here in California, it's still summer.Not only was it cold this morning but it was raining like crazy.Heh, rain in Japanese is 雨 (あめ) which is pronounced as "ah-meh".And i know someone who has this as their middle name.Oh yes. It's ______.FREEZEA little thing you should know about ______, is that she is half Japanese half Mexican.Dad's Mexican, Mom's Japanese. Go figure.UNFREEZEThat's one reason i like the rain.Oh yeah, i didn't used to like it because all it was to me was weather that meant cold and wet everything. And puddles.But, ______ loves the rain, has it has her middle name, and loves jumping in puddles.1+1=2?Anyways, here's how the rest of my day went.Period1:Well, i didn't know we were going to have a test tomorrow on Chapter 6. Crap.We also watched this interesting Power Point of Rwanda. It was really sad and the lecture our teacher gave us was somewhat.. strange but i empathized.Oh yeah, JoeyG also lent me his red fuzzy warm penguin jacket. $89. Dang.Nutrition:I ate Pocky and drank a Yoo-hoo. Yummy.Period2:Ugh, this drawing is taking way too long. Shoot me.The spheres came out good so far.I like spheres.Way easier than cubes, cones, or cylinder.Lunch:I basically spent the whole time making my instant Yakisoba that i bought at Mitsuwa.It was Yummy though.Period4:Uhh, not much really happened.We were talking about how to handle conflicts and stuff.We even watched a video.Period6:Indoor P.E.!I played basketball.Scared stiff when Jigga tried to drag me to where ______ was sitting.Afterschool:LAST CHINESE CLASS.Well, we had our final.It was pretty easy actually.I also did good on the oral test part which i think i got a 38/40 on.Not bad right?After we finished our tests, me, Aldo, KuyaBrennan, and the LiowBros. went to Mcdonalds and i got a fillet o' fish that i finished in less than 5 seconds. I swear.It only took 3 bites.Then, we walked over to the school gym where our school's basketball team was having a home game. Both jv and varsity.Me and Aldo left at 5:40.I got home and i'm in the middle of studying for that same Biology test. Ugh. Shoot Me.
